to yunjae? haha.

ga asik sih sebenernya nulis ini sambil dengerin lagu paling romnceu at this moment buat aku, ahaha. Mel Carter-hold me, thrill me, kiss me. suka lagu ini dari pas nonton running man, kepikiran terus. hhuhu. enak deh di puter aja.

hem, gatau aku setiap ngeliat TL facebook atau twitter itu dua orang pasti nongol. Mau nya apa? MAU GUE CLBK SONOH *wuu echa sotoy banget deh dari mana tau mereka putus?... yaa feeling aja sih*

siapa emang?

Yunjae.
Yunho
Jaejoong *Momiakuw*

suka bitter sweet, iya kata ini cukup pas buat labeling mereka. hubungan mereka kerasa paling dewasa dan manis ever... selama gue terjun di dunia pershipper-an.
iam definitely deep in love with them. so deep.

i surrender.

but it turns to be hurt, sad.
but that warm feels still remaining, until now.

back then they met at GFF met openly in public's eyes.
that day was my happiest day since i remember the last time i cheer up about them.

My yunjae.. our yunjae met at same place, time... not psed. they were real.

my tears was dropping. my heart pounding. my hands got sweat my eyes all wet. i keep crying and laughing. HEY WHAT ARE U GUYS DOING TO ME AFTER YEARS?
that was my first time to see them together as yunjaeshipper.

i thought i have been healing but i was wrong, it still bleeding.
back i thought some of cassie or yunjaeshipper are coward decided to not play their vid, song. i thought i was tough... as time pass. i know, something has change. the time we got about yunjae slowly decreasing.

some of them, lost their faith. it is too painful. i know it.. i know it now. i will always feel hurt and sad when i play the vid abt them. i need to collect my courage to play their video on my fav eps of holiday in saipan.

iam not that great at all.

it is hurt,
but that warm feeling will be still remain in my heart.

at least we know /eventhough i know sih they are okay.. even they are not lovers anymore/ they are good, chatted with families, happy to know yunjae healty, and they will get new friends there *I REALLY DISLIKES JEJE'S CIRCLE, jeje always emo, drunk, kelayapan, HUFFF IAM SOWREEEH :P* HUG *UHUK* STARING each other, cheer up for each other. I know this is the happines in OT5 fans, not only for yunjae.
/eventhough we got jae and yunho selcas with everyone, and never saw them in one pic. that's ok/


so yunho and jae happy ending? literaly? hahaha. i hope so.

yunjae maybe was not same as they was to be but they still the one in our heart.

aku (masih) cinta ke yunjae kok.
rasanya masih ada disini, meski tidak sehiper dahulu.
mereka akan tetap jadi bagian yang ngebahagiain buat aku. for this time /For this time loh/ ahaha.

yunho jaejoong fighting we always love you guys.

and after those wars yunjae shipper is great fandom ever. the though one in keep the faith to their otp.
yunho, jae, when u heard them growl, when u saw that banner, u know right your fans didn't go.

Yunjae still the best. ever.

cinta yang mungkin bakal hidup dalam kenangan paling dalam.

selalu sedih, tapi rasa bahagia nya ada juga. meski genre nya angst, tapi tetep aja jadi favorite.

LOVE YOU KIM JAEJOONG *momicintakuwrempongkuwmalesnyakuwbencinyakuwkawkucayang*

LOVE YOU JUNG YUNHO.

buat yunjaeshippe. kuwat ya, kita kudu kuwat. love you all. selalu bahagia. >~<

  • Digg
  • Del.icio.us
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • Twitter
  • RSS

0 Response to "to yunjae? haha."