futagozadays

back to the old days, i thought that someone who hold their tear is the tough one. but i was realizing .. i was wrong, something that hits me bad made me crying along day and night.. that was so hurted my soul. i cannot handle it till my tears bursted.

i thought.. i just wanted to drop my tears to something i think is worth. but that day something that hit me made me realize. i was wrong.

when you hurted because something, even petty thing you have a right to make it out. just crying, that was not a sin.

crying making you better that doesn't mean you loser, crying makes u realized that u human being. crying makes you realized there is Lord who always hugging you, covering you~

and after it, you will better. i dunno how to explain it but this song suits so much with that problem.

maybe you feel weird when heard "big girl crying" because that girl big enough to admit that she is not that strong, because humans have the limit. admitting you are not that strong approved that you are not cocky right? -> ngelantur. ahaha. somehow that makes you understand more about the Allah power, the lord and the salvation for your all problems.

thanks God you creates the tears for one of the alternative ways to puk-puk my self wkwkwk.

ini sudah mei.
terlalu banyak kejadian yang sudah terjadi.
aku gaterllau mau banyak berharap cuman untuk menghadapi ujian ini aku lulus aja. aamiin.
terimakasih ya Allah, terimakasih untuk selalu bareng sama aku, nguatin aku. Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim :D


aku bisa. aku bisa. insyaalah atas ijin Allah aku bisa :D