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Love is painful although love is painful
Babocheoreom banbok that’s what i always do (such a pain)
But pain is beautiful it’s same as you
Huimangeun silmangeuro somangeun jeolmangeuro
Sarangi gipeojilsurok apeumeun deephae deo
Ibeonen dareul georan chakgak hogeun gidae uh

Gyeolguk.. Myeot nyeoni jinasseulkka yeongwoniran geon eopda
Gyeolguk.. Inyeoni anin geolkka dasi honjaga doeda
Gyeou.. Gyeou.. Gyeou.. Jinjja sarangeul chajeun jul aldaga
Gyeolguk.. Tto gyeolguk.. Ireoke kkeutnabeorinda

Nae maeumeun cheoeumbuteo geudaeroinde
Sangcheoro gadeukhae ijen geudaero inhae
Jeomjeom byeonhaega chagaun ne moksorie nado sigeogago
Meoreojineun uri sai doedolligien
Amu gamjeong eobsi seororeul maemdolgien
Hime gyeowo na ibyeoreul seonmulhago doraseo
I’’m fallin’ without you

Gyeolguk.. Nuguui jalmosilkka sarangiran geon eopda
Gyeolguk.. Ibyeori jineun geolkka jichyeo na jami deulda
Gyeou.. Gyeou.. Gyeou..Yeogikkajiga majimaginji urin
Gyeolguk.. Tto gyeolguk.. Tto dasi nami doena

Nae maeumeun cheoeumbuteo geudaeroinde
Sangcheoro gadeukhae ijen geudaero inhae
Jeomjeom byeonhaega chagaun ne moksorie nado sigeogago
Meoreojineun uri sai doedolligien
Amu gamjeong eobsi seororeul maemdolgien
Hime gyeowo na ibyeoreul seonmulhago doraseo
I’’m fallin’ without you
Yeah i’m fallin’ without you hey..

Let’s go
Cheoeumeneun mollatgetji geunyeoui bin jariga johatgetji
Haru iteul more jina bonaen dwieseoya biroso geunyeoga gomapgetji
Mollatgetji ne jasine daehae neo eobsi jal sal su itdadeon geu hwaksine daehae
Oneulgwa dareun naeil beolsseo 1, 2nyeon i siryeonmankeum neureonaneun miryeon
Sigani jinamyeon dallajigil gidohae
For you my baby

Nae maeumeun cheoeumbuteo geudaeroinde
Sangcheoro gadeukhae ijen geudaero inhae
Jeomjeom byeonhaega chagaun ne moksorie nado sigeogago
Meoreojineun uri sai doedolligien
Amu gamjeong eobsi seororeul maemdolgien
Hime gyeowo na ibyeoreul seonmulhago doraseo
I’’m fallin’ without you

Yeah I’m fallin’ without you..

English Translation:

Love is painful although love is painful.
Repeating like a fool. That’s what I always do.
But pain is beautiful. It’s same as you.
Hope turns into disappointment. Wish turns into despair.
As love deepened, pain deepened more
Illusion or expectation that this time, it’ll be different, uh.
eventually, how many years have passed, there is no “forever”.
eventually, We’re not meant to be, become alone again.
barely, barely, barely, I thought I finally found my love.
eventually, eventually, It’s ended again like this.

My mind is not changed from the very first
but my mind is now full of wounds cuz of you
Cuz of your cold voice, I’m changing, I’m getting cold as well
It’s hard to get back, between you and me
we are drifting farther and farther apart from each other
It’s hard to go around each other
So I gave parting to you as a gift and turned my back
I’m falling without you

Eventually whose fault is it. There’s no love.
Eventually I’m saying goodbye to you. Tired, I’m falling asleep.
barely barely barely, it seems like this is an end between us.
Eventually eventually, we’re becoming strangers.

My mind is not changed from the very first
but my mind is now full of wounds cuz of you
Cuz of your cold voice, I’m changing, I’m getting cold as well.
It’s hard to get back, between you and me
we are drifting farther and farther apart from each other
It’s hard to go around each other
So I gave parting to you as a gift and turned my back
I’m falling without you

Let’s go
I didn’t know at first. I liked the empty place which was hers.
After several days, at last I thanked her.
I didn’t know about myself
didn’t know about the confidence that I could live without you.
tomorrow which is different from today
1 year, 2 years. regret is getting deeper as much as the pain.
I pray everything will be changed as time goes
for you my baby.

My mind is not changed from the very first
but my mind is now full of wounds cuz of you
Cuz of your cold voice, I’m changing, I’m getting cold as well
It’s hard to get back, between you and me
we are drifting farther and farther apart from each other
It’s hard to go around each other
So I gave parting to you as a gift and turned my back

I’m falling without you

credit : Translation Credits: @LueKim , @HuisuYoon, phantomhive
Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net

PS: another my favorite song on GD's new album >///< hearing the girl sounds like BOOM voice for me XDD

somebody can tell me, what happened to me?

where my desire, please~ i mean about my otp.
i just t_t i dunno~

you know, i really do wanna write something, but my mind could not earn plot so far.
why why?
sometimes, when i always stayed up for long, my brain will produce something. but for  now...

i dont wanna be a hypocrite, please my yunjae i hope you two always together, happy~ and hopely my desire will back to me soon.

i admit that my feeling toward them is feel like vogue~
since i heard about so fakin bad news recently, yeah you yjshipper exactly knewing it rite? nah..

okay i know, i bad since i got convow with teh Nda i get something that we must be not judge them, because actually we are stranger, we are dont know about the problem is.

the simply thing that we could do is just faith, yeah.. i collect my faith to Yunjae.
are you creazy this whole entire always all about My YUNJAE, but i just human.. sometimes i on that period the darkest period i called. when we down, when we tired about all. about our OTP yunjae.

haaaah~~ fighting fighting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just miss when i missing this human @/mjjeje on twitter XD,
ah good nite :D

aku pengen nemu 'seseorang' yang pas dimana aku ngobrol ngaler ngidul, aku ga bakal takut ga bakalan nyambung, ga bakalan takut ga akan ada obrolan lain.. ngalir aja.

hm so far, i just found one.. XDDD~
 o god seriously lecturer ordering to try write on english~ but fisrt step is always not easy rite?

ah, wish me !!!

hahaha the tittle explain all huh? no?

what if i die? do people will cry for me? or just the contrary?
what my existence meaning for people, i mean they who live near me, knowing me or yeah even it's just like kind of " Yeah.. Ressa? okay i know her."

apa sih arti kehidupan aku buat orang?
oh yeh salah sih, harusnya aku udah mikir "Apa sih arti aku buat diri sendiri?"

Oke-oke entah kenapa gue pengen banget nulis ini,

1. gue males mandi (dan pada kenyataan nya gue emang mandi sih -___-)
2. gue males keramas (kenapa harus keramas? bisa ga keramas nya diwakilin aja gitu?)
3. gue males gunting kuku ( oh why? kenapa kuku bisa numbuh sendiri sih? males motongin nya, dan terlebih karena gue ga suka kuku panjang maka ini terpaksa harus dilakukan)
4. gue ngerasa ke ganggu kalo lagi makan tiba-tiba ada bunyi sms (ga tau, kalo dapet sms atau dneger bunyi hape pas makan selera makan langsung ilang, oh ya dan ini bukan salah siapa-siapa sih kalo pas gue makan ada sms, sok aja)

 Udah deh segitu aja dulu hahahaha XDD (ga penting? ih byiariiinnnn :PPP)

"lebih dari semua pikiran-pikiran egois, justru di ribetin menurut aku bukti kita dibutuhkan sama orang lain."

pesan pribadi tersembunyinya adalah, biasa nya saat gue udah mulai mushy, spoilt, whine berarti gue udah nyaman sama orang.
dan gue orang nya kalo udah deket sama seseorang.. rela di ribetin begitu rupa, sumpah. Yah sejauh ini XD.
dan justru saat gue ga diribetin balik gue ngerasa ga ada artinya, maksudnya.. kita deket (afeksi nya bukan hanya untuk lawan jenis atau dalam konteks pacaran/cinta-cinta an saja) dan saat ga dimintai tolong atau apapun gue sedikit bete (jujur aja). sumpah ini gue tipe M atau S sih sebenarnya? haha.

Kamu bisa andelin aku dalam hal apapun kok, serius.. semoga aja aku juga bisa bantuin.

dan ketika gue udah deket sama orang, kasarnya mah yah sok aja ribetin gue begitu rupa gue ikhlas tapi jangan sampe gue disadarkan bahwa gue begitu bodoh buat sampe diribetin begitu rupa. hm gimana yah? bingung kan bacanya?
jadi kasarnya.. jangan sampe aku ngerasa aku kecewa aja sama kamu. that's it. terdengar egois ya gue? hehe. tapi beneran ini yang gue rasain.

atau ini nih penjelasan singkat dari @TheDailyGemin

"A Gemini can give you their all and not think twice about it. Until you cross them and they take it all away like they never gave it to you."